New Thoughts

It has been a while since I posted a blog such as this. Just one of my thoughts. I miss my myspace blog. What a blog to learn who I am.

I miss her


When I think about it, I still miss her. However it really isn't her I realizing more and more. I miss the feeling. The feeling I got when I was with her. I allowed myself to stop. It wasn't her that gave me the feeling. It was my reaction towards her that did. I let go of her. Her coming back to me is against all odds, ha ha ha ha. Still it doesn't stop me from feeling. That feeling can surround me anytime. It is amazing. It is who I am. I am love. This feeling is mine because I make the choice.

I believe in man

There was a facebook post that I replied on a long time ago that talked about something along the line of the next stages of human consciousness. One person made the remark that we can only do that because we have fulfilled our needs and become fat and now have the time to think about the nature of existence. From the other posts the thing that struck me is that he did not seem to make that as a complement.

We have changed as a species. Imagine it. Not too long ago were were on the brink of annihilation. Just around 600 walking monkeys with big brains looking for stuff to eat. Something happened that changed us. We were able to spread out. Now we are spread. We continue to fight over the same land for thousands of years now. We are nearly connected in ways we have never been before. I do believe there are two places man can go. We can get fat, greedy and stupid and destroy ourselves or we can transcend. What that looks like, I do not exactly know. It would almost be like imagining a city by one of those 600 walking monkeys. I do know that I want to be a part of it. I want to help make it become a reality. It is ever so much fun. It may hurt. It may not happen. We could destroy ourselves. It isn't too hard. We have our "sins".

The funny part is I really believe in man. I have always believed in man. I truly believe there is no such thing as evil. That there are evil acts, just not evil humans. The ones that are "evil" are brain damaged. That no healthy human being would cause harm to another if he is completely happy with himself. I am using he a lot, I also mean she. I have faith we can get this done. Lets do this my friends.